Saturday, July 29, 2006

Camping


Excellent week of relaxation in Algonquian Park. We did some additional preparation for this trip having purchased a few things that made the week that much more enjoyable. We spent more money than we had wanted however I wanted the trip to be that much more enjoyable because no one can be sure what will happen tomorrow. We bought a larger tent, a small kitchen tent and a replacement coleman stove. The first coleman stove that we had (originally given to us by Valerie) was destroyed when I attempted to cook bacon on the grill. The grill literally melted under its own heat. Not to worry though, we quickly replaced it and added to our camping equipment with a lantern, sleeping bag and a few other acoutrements. Camping at Rock Lake we gleefully acheived nothing and eventually found my Aunt Glenda and Uncle Bill who were also camping in the park although not at the camp site we had originally thought. It was a good week and I felt very relaxed despite the fact that my thoughts often returned to reality on occassion.

The Israeli attack against Hezbollah is in full swing now and although I am sympathetic to the Israeli cause, I do not view their attacks as a reasoned or proportional response as Stephen Harper has described it. The death of an acquantance of mine Hess von Kruger (HVK) can not be justified in any way. If anyone could explain to me how the Israeli army could mistake a known, static observation post clearly marked and likely accurately targeted by both sides for a Hesbollah position, I would be surprised. Clearly that position was targeted and the force that was applied was premeditated or the result of gross negligence. Regardless, I do not see an end to the violence. Israel's strategy seems to me to be short term, near sighted and tries to create the conditions for success by repressing regional neighbours indefinitely instead of building lasting and substantial long term relationships in the region. Eventually Israel's Arab neighbours will become formidible, having the means to inflict much damage on the country and one can only hope that they do not have the motive or justification to exercise those means.

Having said that, I should be happy with the events in the middle east because they provide yet another front in the war against terrorism and that can only mean perhaps a bit of relief on our soldiers in Afghanistan. However, I see Lebanon as another example of how violence and terror can provoke rational and reasonable governments to react unreasonably and unproductively.

For now I will watch the events of the middle east unfold while I enjoy another week of leave and read about an equally confusing time when Germany and Britain engaged in a bitter arms race in a struggle for european supremacy.

Friday, July 28, 2006

Leave Before Afghanistan

I am scheduled to depart for Afghanistan on the 8th of Aug 2007. I will return to work two days prior to prepare my combat clothing with a coat of permethrin to prevent mosquitos and other desease carrying insects from transmitting malaria. I have started my mefloquine pills again and much to my chagrin the side effect of not sleeping the day of is still a reality. I have been given a lot of leave and I have attempted to make best use of it. We visited Saint John and Pattie's family for slightly less than a week. We did not get to see as much of everyone as we had wanted but at least we were brought up to speed with the local gossip and what was news in the community. At this time I am reading a book on the beginnings of the first world war and the rise of imperial Germany. We went camping with Chris and Gen as well as Kyle and Jessica and realized that both Pattie and I are extremely competitive persons each with our own way of doing things. Although we didn't fight all the time there were moments that both of us felt slighted and belittled by the other and we realized that we are much better when on our own without third party interference because we are both more resigned to be ourselves. We will be linking up with my Aunt and Uncle in Algonquin Park in the next couple days however we will take a day to re-set in hopes of tightening up our camping SOP's and getting ready for another week of camping.

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My intent for this blog is to make a poor attempt at joining the current century in finding a place for my thoughts and feelings throughout my short and insignificant life. As time rolls on hopefully this blog will become a portal for people to understand me better as well as a process for me to learn about myself. I hope that this will be a theraputic process that will ultimately place in order, sometimes complex emotions that all persons have, to allow sensible analysis and judgement. Hopefully this will make me be a better person.